OMG!! WE LOVE EACH OTHER SO MUCH (: <3 
Wednesday, January 16, 2008 8:06 PM
i know the blog looks a lil screwed up for god knows why but whatever i shall just continue blogging . school was fine. straight after school , settled down in the canteen
and did my homework till 6 plus. amazing isnt it,?
hahaha. whatever.
well, then i metup w my sister and had dinner at causeway.
and now home sweet home yo. :D
i saw BLAHH on my way t causeway, and i thought that was the last guy whom i felt that he
will never ever ever break the promise. and be a flirto. but my eyes convinced me that im wrong.
oh well, i guess thats life yep.
ive been telling quite a couple of people on how t let go.
however, being a lousy girl in this aspect, what i could do was limited.
actually, it all lies in you yourself.
self discipline, self respect , self control.
i managed to struggled through all these already.
and im thankful, really. cos it has been to much pain t try loving someone.
its scary. and the guys around me managed to convince me that there isnt any guy
whom i know WITHOUT GIRLFRIEND is someone trustable, someone whom i should fall in love with.
therefore, i chose to be single. its easier though lonelier.
hahahaha.
& you, im fine with you giving me all those cold shoulders.
i dont care. but the memories argued otherwise.
i dont know why things turned out to be like that, is it you or is it me ?
even if we couldnt be tgt , i dont see a need for this .
maybe.. you would never see this.
but i just wanna pen it down..
& thankyou, my new good friend.
i thank you for all the memories .
maybe .. you too will never read this.
but still, im grateful.
i didnt make any resolution for new year.
can i make one for chinese new year ? LOL.
it is to LIVE FOR MYSELF forever,
and not letting anything/anyone bother my new life.
life hasnt been good for me nowadays,
stressful, indeed. family, friends, studies.
problems. troubles.
causing me pain, leaving me endless scars.
& all i could do is only to treat it a part of growing up.
